The Subtle Body
- Why is this important?
- Dynamical Systems Beyond the Physical Body
- Channels, Centers and Fields of Energy
- The Channels (meridians)
- The Centers (chakras)
- The Fields (auric/magnetic)
- The Auric Field
- 12 Layers of Energy, Within 3 Planes
- Sources
Why is it important to learn about energy channels, chakras and fields (the subtle body)?
Every single day you are moving through the world surrounded by a field of energy that interacts with other fields of energy. Because these fields of energy are invisible, we aren’t able to see or recognize how often we are affected by external world energy. Without this awareness, we cannot protect ourselves from taking on energy that isn’t ours to manage, and we can’t be mindful of the energy field we exist within and project onto to those in our surroundings.
It’s important to learn about energy and how it is managed in the human body/experience because this understanding empowers us to take better care of ourselves and our individual well-being. Only then can we live in a way that promotes emotional balance, personal growth and spiritual expansion. Not to mention, when we take good care of ourselves, we’re able to show up for others and support one another to build a better world through elevated energy fields.
When we’re able to discern how we feel from one moment to the next, and when we’re able to detect whether what we feel is ours or someone else’s, then we’re able to take action to process these feelings so they can pass through. If we aren’t aware, then we can’t properly process energy or move through it, which results in staying stuck and stagnant, or worse, we avoid and suppress energy, which creates lingering discomfort and eventually leads to disease in the body.
Another reason why it is important to learn about energy fields is because this helps us to understand how we are connected to source energy and the spirit world. In this game of life, we are born into a physical body and we grow into a reality that suggests that the physical world experienced by the five senses is the only plane of existence within which we can experience life.
It’s important for us to learn that there is more to life than what we can see and experience through the five physical senses. We are not just five-sensory beings, we are multi-sensory beings. Our five senses, together, form a single sensory system that is designed to perceive physical reality. The perceptions of a multi-sensory human extend beyond physical reality to the larger dynamical systems of which our physical reality is only a part. Beyond the physical world, there is a bigger picture and other planes of existence that multi-sensory beings have the capacity to interact with… through energy.

Dynamical Systems Beyond the Physical Body
In this image we can see that our physical (etheric) body is the central part of the dynamic system we exist within. The term ‘subtle body’ refers to the layers of energy that extend beyond the physical body. Beyond our physical body, there is the emotional body, the mental body, and the spiritual body.
The physical body exists within the 3rd dimension (the physical realm), and when we open ourselves up to dimensions beyond (the metaphysical realms), we have the capacity to connect beyond the physical plane using our our mind, our emotions, and our spirit (everything conscious and unconscious within us).
Channels, Centers and Fields of Energy
There are three systems that link our physical and spiritual energies, and they interact together to form our overall energetic anatomy.
- The Channels (meridians)
- The Centers (chakras)
- The Fields (auras)
The Channels (meridians)
Meridians spread energy through the body. They are an interface between the human energy field and the physical body. It’s worth noting that first documentation that clearly described the meridians was a book on Chinese medicine dating from about 100 BCE. This knowledge is nothing new, it has been studied and proven through science for many, many years.
The subtle body has channels, also known as ‘the meridian system’, which are a vast network of invisible energy pathways.

Each meridian is inter-connected within the system, which means every atom, cell, tendon, bone, organ, and centimetre of our skin is connected and capable of interaction. The upper system is connected to the lower, and the exterior is connected to the interior, therefore nothing in this system is separate.
There are twelve major meridians that run on each side of the body, mirroring each other, and corresponding to an internal organ. Each organ, with its innate physiological and energetic function, is dependent on other organ systems but also on the greater meridian network.
Meridians carry energy, blood and information; sending signals to manage homeostasis throughout the entirety of your body, to regulate emotions and coordinate the work of the organs, keeping your body balanced and regulating all its functions.
Energy (AKA life force energy, chi, prana, qi, etc.) should be flowing freely throughout all meridians and organs as they work in precious harmony. When your meridian system is functioning optimally, so is your body. Meridians can become energetically clogged or blocked which affects the function of the corresponding organ, ultimately affecting the body-mind-spirit axis.
Encouraging flow through a clogged or blocked meridian via acupuncture, medicinal foods, herbs, movement, experiencing or releasing stuck emotion can all stimulate flow and restore balance and health.
These invisible pathways form your body and all aspects of your being, seen and unseen, into an intercommunicating whole.
The Centers (chakras)
Chakras are energy receptors that receive, assimilate and expresses life force energy. Chakras link the body and the psyche with associated metaphysical realms. They express the embodiment of spiritual energy on the physical plane.

Just as emotions affect our breathing, heart rate and metabolism, the activities in the chakras influence our glandular processes, body shape, chronic physical ailments, thoughts and behaviour.
By using techniques such as somatic movement, breathing, bioenergetics, physical exercise, meditation and visualization, we can influence our chakras, our health, our physical, emotional and spiritual well-being.
We are a human biocomputer. The body is hardware, our programming (belief systems) is software and the self is the user. We all function by a set of programs (thought patterns), which may or may not be conscious.
We all have a survival program that tells us what we need to do to stay alive (eat, sleep, protect ourselves, etc). It contains details such as how much money we think we need, what we are willing to do for that money, what constitutes a threat to our survival, and what makes us secure. It also has programs for sexuality, power, love and communication. The chakras are the operating system that organizes and interprets all these programs.
We outgrow the programs we developed or were given as children. The challenge before us is to find the appropriate program that needs to be updated and get the bugs out.

- Base/Root
- Sacral
- Solar Plexus
- Heart
- Throat
- Head
- Crown
Chakras are openings for energy to flow into and out of the aura. Each swirling vortex of energy sucks or entrains energy from the universal energy field.
It is important to open the chakras and increase our energy flow, because the more energy we let flow in, the healthier we are. A lack of flow in the human energy system leads to disease, distorts our perceptions and dampens our feelings.
There are two horizontal currents flowing into and out of each chakra – the current of reception and expression.
The flow of energy through the chakras can become:
- Blocked
- Deficient (decrease of energy)
- Excessive (increase of energy)
When a chakra is blocked, reception and expression can be distorted.
As we develop through life, we are likely to become excessive in some areas and deficient in others. The way an individual copes with stress, negative experiences, or trauma usually falls into two categories:
- increasing one’s energy and attention in order to fight the stress
- decreasing it in order to withdraw from the situation
This results in an excessive or deficient coping strategy.
More lessons on Chakras to come, stay tuned for my next posts!
The Fields (auric/magnetic)
Our energetic fields are essentially circles of light outside of our body. They link our inner self with the outer world. They listen to the data in our chakras and other energy centers to determine which information to bring from outside to inside, and they also communicate messages from within to the outer world.
The human body generates magnetic fields because it’s made up of charged particles and electrical energy, or currents, that flow through it. These invisible fields are also known as the human bio-field, human aura, or biomagnetism.
The terms auric field and electromagnetic field mean the same thing. These fields are a continually emerging and fluctuating field of energy produced by electrical currents in our body. Every cell in our body pulses with electricity, electricity produces magnetism, which means that every cell and organ in the body, as well as your entire body, generates energy fields.
Fields are interactive, which means they take in and emit energy. That’s why we can sense people, or get a read on their personalities – because our energy fields are interacting. Energetic fields invite energy-information exchanges between people (and we can also converse energetically with plants, animals, and inanimate objects).

12 Layers of Energy within 3 Planes
The auric system consists of 12 different bands of light. Each band operates at a different frequency in the electromagnetic spectrum. Bands become tuned to a specific frequency based on our life experiences, which is how we attract specific people or experiences into our lives, because we’re putting out a frequency that draws in similarly attuned energy.
If we want to change our patterns, and attract different things into our life, then we have to work on our chakras to shift and change the frequency we’re putting out.
Chakras project into the corresponding layer of the aura via front and back emanations. Each chakra opens into a very specific auric layer right outside of the body, and receives energy from that layer.
Each of the 12 layers filters a specific type of information-energy that we send out into or take in from the world.
Physical Plane: Physical (etheric) Body, Emotional Body, Mental Body
Astral Plane: Astral body
Spiritual Plane: Etheric Template, Celestial Body, Ketheric/Causal Body
Physical field: Lowest in frequency. Regulates the human body.
Etheric field: Blueprint for the physical structure that it surrounds. There is also an etheric human energy field for the soul.
Emotional field: Regulates the emotional state of the organism.
Mental field: Processes ideas, thoughts, and beliefs.
Astral field: A nexus between the physical and spiritual realms. Free of time and space.
Celestial field: Accesses universal energies and serves as a template for the etheric fields (etheric template).
Ketheric/Causal field: Directs lower levels of existence.
It’s important to learn that there are realms of existence beyond the physical (3D) plane of existence, and it’s helpful to know that our human body emanates fields of energy that invite things in and push things away.
It’s not necessary to dive deeply into the physics or mechanics behind how all these fields and templates work, instead we are learning about this so we come to understand that we are literal magnets that attract and repel things into our lives.
Once we realize this is how we’re designed and how our human bodies interact with the world, then we’re able to take control and create change in our lives by working on shifting and balancing our energy through the chakras and energetic boundaries.
Sources
Eastern Body, Western Mind – Anodea Judith
Hands of Light – Barbara Brennan
Energetic Boundaries – Cyndi Dale
Unmasking JGB
6 months ago, I took yet another leap of faith… and like all the many times I’ve taken a big risk and blindly believed I would land on my feet, I did exactly that!
Did things go the way I thought they would? NOPE. Did I get what I thought I wanted? Not at all. Has it been easy? HA! Did it nonetheless serve me well? HELL YEAH 🙂
Do I have regrets? Truthfully, no. I actually feel like I’m starting to ‘get it’… I keep trying to control my destiny by deciding what’s next for me. Like, “I’ve been single forever, it’s time for me to be in a relationship now,” or “I’ve done so much healing, I’m ready to go back to ‘the real world…’ only to realize that I think I know what I want/need, but then what I end up getting is way better. Not so much in terms of results, but by way of lessons. What I learned far outweighs what I thought I would gain.
I’m starting to learn that when I take these leaps of faith, I’m not jumping towards the result I envision and hope for, but instead towards a lesson related to such longing.
Lately, I don’t have any regrets when things don’t go to plan. Before, I would freak out, have panic attacks and FIGHT for things to go my way (my life, my choice!)… but now, I finally feel like I ‘get’ what it means to surrender and be in flow.
The truth is, I’m not in control and I honestly don’t know what I want or what’s right for me… but I somehow always get what’s meant for me, regardless of what I think it’s supposed to be!
I’ve been thinking and writing about this concept of ‘Letting Go’ a lot lately… here’s a post I wrote about it, and I have another one in the works I’ll post soon.
Do you trust that you can let go of outcomes and be in flow with what comes your way? Are you able to see the good in the challenges? It’s taken me a long time to get to this place… but it’s serving me so well to let go and trust the process.
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I turned 40 right before I stepped into 2024… and, no word of a lie, it feels as if I walked through a portal into a whole new reality.
I’ve tried to post and write about this so many times, but it’s just TOO BIG to put to words. There’s a really great story behind all these incredible changes, and I dare say I’m bursting at the seams trying to figure out how to document and share things as they’re happening… alas, it’s all too much and the overwhelm keeps me stuck at a loss for words.
I sense I’m meant to trust in the process on this too – the #makingjgb story WILL BE TOLD, and it’ll come together when and how it’s meant to.
I’ve come to realize I don’t ever post anything here because I always want to find the perfect way to tell the story. As a film fanatic who is passionate about storytelling in its every form, I want so badly to create something well packaged, that has a great arc, with shocking reveals and clever twists! I want to keep you on the edge of your seat all while educating and inspiring!
I do believe I’m capable of this. I’m well versed in the art of storytelling, I have the ‘know how’… but for whatever reason it just hasn’t come together yet.
As I write this, I can’t help but realize the healing process has been really similar… you can logically know something, but that doesn’t mean it’s easy to apply… until one day, after the 34,764th time you’ve thought about it, it just clicks. You get it, and suddenly you can apply it.
For example, the concepts of ‘surrender’ and ‘letting go of control’ I just mentioned. Totally logically made sense to me for a long time – I learned about it, discussed it, read about it, felt like I understood it, even taught about it – but I struggled to apply it… until one day it just clicked!
I trust in the process. I surrender. One day this story will get told in the way I see fit. It’ll happen when it’s meant to! Until then, I want to make an effort not to silence myself just because I can’t figure out the perfect way to package all the big reveals and twists and turns!
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One of the stories I’ve been dying to tell you about… ARE YOU READY FOR THE BIG REVEAL… has to do with my autism diagnosis!
I had been logically aware of #neurodivergence for some time already (diagnosed #ADHD in 2020), but something CLICKED right before I took my leap of faith in September 2023.
And from that moment forward, everything changed. It genuinely feels like there was a before, and now, in the after, I am showing up in the world so much differently.
All this, thanks to the process of #unmasking. It turns out, I’ve spent my whole life mimicking and fawning to fit in. I made myself smaller, quieter, less intense and even went as far as to isolate and render myself almost completely unnoticeable so as to avoid labels and punishments for being #toomuch.
Over these last 6 months, I’ve done so much work around this process of unmasking and I dare say it’s the greatest thing that has ever happened to me!
I am ME and I have found that I am able to accept myself exactly as I am!! There is absolutely nothing wrong with me! I am not for everyone and I’m finally at a stage in my life where that’s OK!!
This process of unmasking has helped me to learn and love so much about myself.
Not to mention, it turns out I have incredible superpowers! I found out that I CAN DANCE and when I do, I not only feel but also transcend JOY in ways I never knew possible!
I am so excited and grateful to be in the after, where I can now proudly share what unmasking looks and feels like for me… it’s as if I’ve been reborn as who I was always meant to be in the first place!
I’ve stepped into a chapter where autism awareness is really important to me. I intend to share and teach and spread joy here. Thank you for being a part of my story / journey / healing / unmasking process ❤️
I’m going on an adventure.
Okay. So… I have a story to tell. I am here to record a story.
I just want to paint a picture of what’s going on around me. I’m sitting on the comfiest couch. Pillowy, cushiony, in the middle of a room that is surrounded by glass, and I have a sunset playing out before me.

There’s a mountain, and the sun has just gone past the point where it can burn your retinas… and now I can look at it because the bright rays of sunlight are coming from beyond the mountain. And before that, there’s all sorts of buildings splayed all over the place. And right in front of that, there’s a big, huge park. It’s like Central Park. It’s actually bigger, apparently, than Central Park.
It’s called Chapultepec (park), which means grasshopper (park). And in that park there’s a castle. For real? For real! There’s a huge fucking castle! And I live on the 13th floor… I do not know how I became so blessed as to have this available to me, but it’s just stunning. Stunning! Please find pictures I’ll post online.

But yeah, I’m sitting here on the couch watching this before me. The beautiful greens, the sunset, the light and this castle just right at my eye level, sitting on top of a big green mound of trees. And then there’s a cityscape right behind it. It’s such a beautiful little landscape of all sorts of different urban motifs.
Okay, that was a tangent, but this is where I’m at. Maybe that’s where I can start, is this is literally where I’m at. I’m sitting in Mexico City, it is January 5th, 2024, and I’m writing in my journal because I have an adventure to head on that has just suddenly appeared. This just struck me, it caught me by surprise that this trip needs to happen.
So… I arrived in Mexico City in November, and normally you get an 180 days when you come through the border here. It’s just standard. And apparently those rules changed a couple months ago, and now it’s to the discretion of the immigrant… immigrant? That’s wrong. Immigration! They’re actually not immigrants… immigration is definitely somebody from the local government.
Anyway! So I went and looked at my stamp, I assumed, which is the ‘no-no’ here – when you’re a digital nomad, don’t assume that your stamp is going to be what you think it’s going to be! Because I’ve learned this lesson… I say learned, yet apparently I’m going through it again! You gotta look at your stamp to be sure how long you’re allowed to be in the fucking country… because if you’re not allowed to be there… then you gotta go!
And that’s what happened… I ended up finding out that I had a 60 day stamp. Guess what? I have to leave the country on the 12th. Today is the fourth. So that’s sudden. And if I can be perfectly honest, financially, this is definitely not the time for this to happen. I absolutely adore adventures. I am willing and able. Let’s do it! But yeah, this just caught me by surprise in big ways, and uncertainty like that, especially when there’s financial fear… I absolutely have fear connected to finances… it just hits hard. I get panic, anxiety, this looming feeling of like, oh, you fucked up! You did something wrong, and now you’re going to fucking pay for it! And it’s going to suck. You’re fucked. That’s essentially how my brain speaks to me.
My brain likes to let me know all the shit that I fucked up and make me pay for it. I’ve come to learn that that’s shame and guilt. I’m trying to notice these patterns at this stage in my healing journey and just re-programing all the shit that goes on in my head.
So I’ve been navigating my way through those feelings of anxiety. I actually have tools now, which is incredible! And I have this sense of awareness that allows me to notice these things, now. Before, I was very much on autopilot and the anxiety was so ingrained in how I lived. It was all I knew. It was just all part of the experience. You know, you’re just so wrapped up in everything that’s happening all the time, and you’re just pushing forward in survival mode. You just gotta get through things.
I feel so removed from that at this stage. I am noticing a difference. I can now take a beat and recognize, oh, I’m feeling anxiety. There’s something going on with my nervous system right now. It’s not me. I am not this anxiety. I am not this fear. There is something at the root of this, and I am removed enough from it that I can respond instead of impulsively reacting right or just being stuck in it.
And so, it’s been so beautiful witnessing myself at this stage where I really am catching myself in these moments and going, whoa, whoa, whoa, wait! It’s okay. We can breathe, we can redirect, we can ground and center and come back to the moment and recognize that everything’s okay. It is not the end of the world. Everything is figureoutable. I have faith, I trust in the process. I am in flow with what is. Let’s just be with this. Let’s just call it what it is. Fear and anxiety and distrust. And we can work with that. Right. We can. We can work with that.
And now, it’s so funny… I woke up this morning feeling bright as a shining light. So energized and positive. I don’t think I’ve been in a mood like this for a while. It was really noticeable. I was very playful and sing-songy and bouncing around… very high energy. When I woke up this morning and I thought, wow, this is so great! I’m going on adventure and everything is figureoutable!
I know that I will be challenged. This is this type of travel I have done a lot over the last five years, and therefore I know that it is extremely challenging for me. There is a part of me that’s like, why the fuck do you have this lifestyle? Like, this is the most dysregulating lifestyle for me. As somebody who is living with trauma, and a dysregulated nervous system that gets tripped up and triggered so easily, and everything is amplified and my senses are totally raw and everything’s intense… it’s just a time in my life where I am very open, I’m more open than I have ever been, and there’s so much coming in and there’s a lot to process.
But also… I have tools and I have awareness. And so, it feels like this adventure is upon me because it will be a test. This is where I’ve landed in 2024. I have landed in this new place of awareness and this ability to practice being in flow with what is, and coming back to love and light and positivity and moving away from fear and redirecting from programming.
I recognize that that is where I’m at in my story. I have this gift of being able to see and move through things now… and now it’s time to practice. Now it’s time to practice being in flow.
“It’s all a work in progress, it’s all happening.”

(it appears I’m pulling Moon cards with Mom in this – so, somewhat related!)
Birth Chart Reading with Eléonore
March 23, 2023 – Chiang Mai, Thailand
What follows are the notes I took during my birth chart reading.
The readings I’ve had over the past 3-4 years have felt so deeply accurate. I find it really hard not to believe in this woo-woo stuff when all of the things ring so true. I get shivers every time I read and re-read.
I never previously believed in astrology, didn’t give it much attention.
But now… I’m just so curious.
Channel the energy of Venus/Libra:
Express my femininity. Love, devotion, harmony. Surround myself with love and beauty (beauty nourishes my soul). Decorate. I am a gothic queen of the night.
- Music
- Being in flow
- Flowing like water
- Connection to emotions
- Self-expression
Connect with beauty – where do I find beauty to connect with? Beauty is in people, stories, nature, art…
I am connected to the underworld where there are a lot of heavy feelings and deep darkness. I am intense (Scorpio), can be secretive about what I’m feeling because it’s a lot. I feel deeply, especially difficult feelings like anger. I’m temperamental. I am spiritually connected to death (?). One of my life challenges is to transcend emotions and to alchemize pain into something good.
I need to harness anger into motivation to create change. I feel a lot of inner contradictions because I see the truth. I see things as they are, I’m honest about them, no bullshit. Life isn’t either/or, it’s complex, duality is real and I’m able to see and feel both sides of the coin. I have to speak my truth about what I see and be honest about it (Pluto). I have a lot of emotional needs (moon in Libra).
I am a strong mixture of masculine and feminine. Masculine dominant. It will serve me well to lean towards my femininity (because of Venus in Libra).
Capricorn (I hide this side of myself well). I am a worker. I am serious. I am here to accomplish my life’s work and I take that job very seriously. It’s in my nature to apply myself to my life’s work, that will always be a constant in my life. I’m here to investigate, communicate, and teach what I know. I need to put myself out there to achieve this. I am here to create.
I am a leader, a guide. I work best with others in teams and partnerships or doing one-on-one work. I am being challenged to connect. It’s more comfortable for me to isolate and work alone and get lost in myself, but my mission is to change that pattern.
I will be an overnight success. People will see it this way, but really I’ve been working on this my whole life (I mask that well, so people don’t realize how hard I’ve worked). I’ve been striving towards success my whole life wishing people could see how dedicated and serious I am but it’s masked so well that people haven’t noticed… but they will. The success will happen fast and it will come in a big wave that might seem sudden but really it’s slowly been building and growing over time because I’m a dedicated worker on a mission to achieve success.
I am prone to ‘lose myself in things’. Addiction.
Dissolve anything that stands in the way of accessing transcendence. This is the key to overcoming addiction. Lean into my spiritual practices, and align my mind/body/spirit so I am in a position to receive and transcend into divine energy.
Find hobbies that aren’t connected to responsibility. I naturally have enough responsibilities and I naturally take care of these responsibilities. I don’t need to worry about my work getting done or my success being achieved, this work path comes naturally to me. It’s all a work in progress, it’s all happening. Because I am so responsibility-oriented, I need to reach outside of myself for things that aren’t responsibility or work-oriented.
Things that aren’t responsibility-oriented to reach towards:
- Spirituality
- The Arts
- Music
- Dancing
- Being playful
- Working with kids
- Channeling my venus in Libra
- Channeling the energy of Neptune
- History, people’s stories
- Documenting
- Photography
- Decorating, creating beauty
Channel the energy of Neptune (use it in its best expression):
- The Arts
- Music
- Meditation
- Connection to Divinity
- Tarot
- Crystals
Working with kids could be a sweet spot for me.